sometimes I wonder why I’m alive & other great people aren’t. not in the like “I want to die” sort of way, just more in the “what am I still on this earth to accomplish?” sort of way.
I kind of feel like my life is too mundane for me to deserve to be here when the greatest person I have ever known & a person that had accomplished things beyond anything I’ll ever accomplish (in however many years I live) never made it past the age of 23.
what am I here for? am I going to screw it up?